I once saw a home improvement show where the crew planned to remodel a room, so the host started by drawing a sketch of what the room would look like after the job was completed. Part of the redesign included adding a skylight. As the construction started, the workers cut a square hole in the roof and lowered the new skylight into place. And, as it slipped into place, the host went absolutely crazy with glee. For a second, I wondered, "why is he getting so excited?" After all, he knew they were going to add the skylight, so it wasn't a surprise to him. But, after a moment, I realized what was going on. It had taken me a moment to realize that I often feel the same way. I just didn't immediately recognized the reaction because I don't, personally, get too excited about construction.
But I do know why he was excited.
He was experiencing what I've coined The Maker's High.
About Making
By "maker" I'm referring to people like artists, writers, hackers [1], and musicians. And they all experience the Maker's High.
Makers all have something in common: They envision something in their mind's eye. And they then turn that vision into a reality by working in some "medium". In short, they turn an idea into a real-world "thing."
Now, when I say it like that, it all sounds so neat and organized. I made it sound like you create things in a step by step fashion. But in reality it's a lot more messy.....and fun. You may start with a rough vision of the end, and then start working with the medium, which gives you some new ideas, so the vision changes a little, and then you discover something you can do with the medium that you never realized before, so the vision changes a bit more. And so it continues. So, in reality, bringing the vision to life is actually both a process of creation and a process of discovery. It's an exhilarating journey and a frustrating process, all at the same time.
I suspect that all makers experience this "high" by seeing their creations "come to life."
The Maker's High
It's the "coming to life" part that's the important bit.
After all, I don't get an intrinsic high by typing things such as,"while (!$rs->EOF) {updateRecord($i); $i ; $rs->movenext();}" Those characters are just the medium. But, when I flip over to the output screen of such code and actually see it do something I get a bit of a rush. And that rush can only be described as a "high." Perhaps I'm an addict, because that rush pushes me to write some more code and experience that feeling again. Painters must get the same "high."
We humans must just be wired to experience the "maker's high." In fact, deep down, I suspect that everyone has a creative drive. In some it may be long-suppressed and dormant. But, if you dig long enough and deep enough - it's there. I seriously don't think I've ever met anyone who had absolutely no creative drive at all. It's one of the things that sets us apart from animals.
Humans create great things. Animals don't. Chimpanzees don't create The David. Animals are creatures, humans are creators.
There's something very soul-satisfying, even spiritual about creating. It doesn't matter what you believe spiritually for this to remain true. It could be that humans simply evolved to be creators because that was how we were able to survive and thrive an inhospitable Darwinian environment. Or, it could be that we really are created in the Creator's image. After all, if He gets a high and derives pleasure from His creation, it only makes sense that we would get a similar high from ours.
Artist Hazel Dooney once wrote on her blog, "I've tried every drug except heroin. Every experience was a waste of time and energy." That makes sense to me. She's an artist - so the high that drugs provide must seem but a cheap imitation of the "real" maker's high. Being an artist, Hazel must experience the "maker's high" on a regular basis - what could a drug possibly offer one after experiencing the real thing? [2][3]
Saying that a drug could provide the same high as the maker's high would be like saying porn is the same thing as love.
The Price
The maker's high is expensive. The act of creation, while exhilarating, is, at the same time, extremely draining.
It's hard to explain unless you've actually experienced it, but I'm never so exhausted as I am after a day of creative coding. It's as if I poured part of my soul right into the computer. While I'm working, the high keeps me going. We've all heard of hackers who've coded for 48 hours straight. I understand how that happens. Personally I've even done as much as 36 hours. But afterwards, there is a mental and spiritual toll. After a day in "the zone", my mind takes a while to get back to "normal." It's as if part of my mind stays in the zone, and I sometimes almost can't even follow or participate in a normal conversation. It's like my mind simply won't pay attention to the real world until the effect wears off. A good night's rest usually "resets" me back into "normal" mode.
While I call it The Maker's High, Hugh MacLeod calls this phenomenon the Hunger. He says, "The Hunger will give you everything. And it will take from you, everything. It will cost you your life, and there's not a damn thing you can do about it."
I don't think I can ever say it better than that.
Clint Watson
BoldBrush Founder, Software Craftsman, and Art Fanatic
PS - When true inspiration strikes artists should drop everything and follow it. But what if the inspiration doesn't stop but just flows continuously? When that happens you end up creating for hours and hours on end until it stops or until you finally stop from exhaustion, whichever happens first. I'm very curious: does this same phenomenon happen to painters? Are there painters who sometimes paint for 36 hours straight? Let us know in the comments!
